I've been very bad

Well...I am backa t it again. It has taken me this long after our honeymoon to realize that I need to get back on the wagon. I started again on Monday, not doing P90X but back into the eating healthy. I think we are going to need to wait until Morgan is done school at the end of this month to re-start P90X. He is just to tired when he gets home to give that much effort into a workout. So we WILL start again at the end of this month. The weigh in after the honeymoon WAS NOT good, I have still overall lost 5 pounds, but I gained three back(which put me to number 17 on the charts from number 7) After seeing that I kinda lost my motivation. I told Morgan, after that much of a set back do I just give up or push REALLY hard. So it took me a week to decide that I just really need to push hard. We are going to Hemphill this weekend for Easter (where we got married) to Morgans grandparents house. I love going to see his family and I can't wait to spend a long weekend with them (and beat them in mexican train) I also love eating the food up there. However I am going to be good this weekend. Morgan and I just bough a food saver, so I am going to make all of my meals for the weekend on Wednesday night and put them in food saver bags and then I can put them in a cooler and have all my healthy meals, in the right proportions. All I will have to do is open the bags and heat up my meals. I am just going to have to avoid all of the other temptation that I know will be there. I was doing really good yesterday, and I mean REALLY good until I got home and there was a parcel from my mom on the door step with homemade cookies in it( THEY WERE AWESOME) but I'm not sure if it was just because of the fact that I knew my mom made them. You know I have been thinking about my parents a lot lately, they are just the most amazing people. You really don't know how lucky you are until you live far away and don't get to see them and joke around with them all the time. But I really am the luckiest person ever to have the parents that I have. Anyways I am at work so no crying aloud. Anyways back to my weight loss. I am only up by 3 pounds so it is doable to get back down. I just really need to find the motivation, I really just want to go home and eat cookies and snuggle up on the couch with my husband and kiddos. But I am going to go home and workout, and I am going to bring my vidoes with me to Hemphill this weekend. Pawpaw you will have to make me do them.

Anyways I am rambling.Sorry I haven't blogged in FOREVER, but I am back.

Love ya'll
Jess